Another try, maybe its fine
No matter how I focus I lose the line
Learning that life is, but doesnt build up
Getting along with feelings that interrupt
Everything you ever wished for vanished to your eyes
Is it enough to make you realize
Your life is biger than this
My wishes might become bliss
Because i'm blind when you are near
But today you're not here
So I fall
And I dont care at all
Since my life resigns
At the feet of all these signs
Where you told me I wasnt enough for you


I might regret those toughts
Still believe those tears, I've fought
I'm falling to the incoherence
Of every moment of my existence
I've kept my breath for thousand life-times
When you were near and left so many times
To keep this one moment in my head forever
Still life always kept me as a believer
I want you more than I could possibly cry
I need you more than all the words that could ever lie
Still I'm nothing
A dreamer that keeps on believing

How can I fight the fact
That every feelings always come back
Pain never left me though it changed face
Because no time, no distance or no place
Will make me forget this day when you left me
I wanted you but you didnt want us to be
And if today I'd fell
Understand that I'd be well
Cuz at least in great pain
I can see you again
Deep inside my killing toughts
You'll be there for me
Far from reality.